Brief notes and excerpts.

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I address the following website to the loving honour and SWEET memory of this lady.

Tot wij mekaar weer zien!  dutch. phrase.  english translation is!   Until We see each other again! 

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LOCATED HERE.
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completeveridicalspiritualwizardry.blogspot.comCo...

While I close this specific journal with interesting excerpts I engaged in.

With friends.

Addressed immediately below.

, a bit of a crazy place was st. Thomas nut house.

Weird place.

I entered the front doors and told them I was suicidal.

In june 1o87.

They locked me.

And put me in a confined space with killers.

Homicidal maniacs who were permanently institutionalized!

I walked around the locked ward.

For one day.

And that was enough for me.

First I met a colored lady, kind of good looking, by the way.

She introduced herself, and then told me she was locked up indefinitely for murdering her husband and son.

With a large kitchen knife!

We talked for a bit after that.

Then a couple people Clipped out OR RATHER,FLIPPED OUT,in the range .

The screws or guards came RUSHING AT THAT POINT,  and secured THE PEOPLE WHO WERE FLIPPIN in straight jackets, AFTER STRIPPING THEM nude right in front of everyone.

ON THE RANGE.

In padded cells on the range.

Aw home on the range.

Yes.

Very nice.

And then I met someone else.

Who wandered up to me.

Unlike the black lady , this guy didnt look sane.

SO I WAS PREPARED THIS TIME.

So I says, I says, TO THIS WILD LOOKING PERSON, AND I DO MEAN, HE LOOKED NUTSO, 

 " how's it going? Sir?""

THEN

He looked at me with the craziest look YOU CAN IMAGINE, AND THE CRAZIEST LOOK I can remember seeing in this life, and  said to me, 

In a slow  scrary voice, 

" HEEELLLLOOO. 

MY NAAMEEE ISSS MAARVIIINN. I KIIILLED MY MOTHER AND FATHER AND MADE THEM INTO FERRRTILIIZER FOR MY GARDEN PLANTS.

AND VEGETABLES.."""

THEN HE JUST LOOKED AT ME, STUPIDLY.

FOR ABOUT A MINUTE.

OOO AND THEN HE SAID THIS,.

"'CAND ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS HOW MY TOMATOS AND CUCUMBERS ARE DOING""

CAN YOU TELL ME , SIR? HIWVMY CUCUMBERS ARE?""

HE SAID THAT TO ME.

LIKE I SAID, THAT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME.

AT THAT POUNT.

YA KNOW?.

ONE DAY IN THAT PLACE.

THAT WAS MORE THEN ENOUGH OF THAT..

I begged them to let me out!!

BUT THEY SAID,

"" WERE SORRY , KERRY, BUT  YOU ADMITTED YOURSELF, SO,, INSANE ONTARIO LAWS STATE YIU HAVE TO REMAIN WITH US, HERE, FOR, AT LEAST ONE WEEK.

THEN, MAYBE, AFTER THAT, WE MIGHT LET YOU GO.

AFTER AN EVALUATION.

OKAY KERRY?"

THE NURSES SAID TO ME.

YOU MIGHT LET ME GO?

AFTER A WEEK!!

GET ME OUT OF HERE! NOW!!

I SAID TO THEM.

BUT THEY DECLINED MY REQUEST.

AND BECAUSE I WAS STRESSED AT THAT MOMENT, THEY LEAPED ON ME, STRIPPED ME STARK NAKED, AND THEN THREWS ME IN A RUBBER ROOM FOR THAT DAY.

THEN, THE DOLLOWING MORNING, THEY PUT ME IN A PADDED CELL.

COMPLETELY

NUDE.

AND TOLD ME THEY WANTED ME TO COUNT HOW MANY TIMES I WENT POO WHILE I WAS THERE.

ON A NOTE SHEET ATTACHED TO THE OTHER SIDE OF  MY CELL DOOR.

WHEN I TOOK A POO I HAD TO ALERT THE GUARDS.

ABOUT MY POO.

WHO THEN ASKED ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY POO.

IM SERIOUS .

IT HAPPENED.

AFTER SEVEN DAYS, IM GLAD I WAS STILL IN MY RIGHT MIND, WHEN THREE DOCTORS INTEROGATED ME AND ASKED ME IF I WAS STILL SUICIDAL.

THEY SAID THEY COUKDNT LET ME GO IF I WAS.

I SAID, 

" NO , IM FINE NOW.

EVERYTHINGS OKAY.

IM NO LONGER SUICIDAL.""

SO THEN THEY ASKED SOME OTHER WEIRD STUFF AND THEN THEY LET ME GO.

I WALKED BACK TO LONDON.

AND THAT WAS THAT.

Crazy.

I was never in any of the big but houses. Just 7th floor Victoria Hospital on South st.

And then again at the new Vic.

First time was in 1989 or so. First Suicide attempt. I was there for a week.

Second time was maybe 12 years ago ?I was too violent so they put me in the secure ward for a few days because I fought with the security guards and the orderlies. Dont remember much of it because I was too out of my mind on drugs.

I remember two people holding me down while a nurse tried to put an IV in my arm. I managed to kick the one guy and he pulled the curtain down off the ceiling trying not to fall. Then he landed on a cart

SMASH

Lol

Loonie loonie loonie

It was really loud that's why I remember.

Good times

Didnt really meet many weirdos though. Mostly just ppl I felt sorry for. Sad ppl.

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Sent: Friday, April 24, 2020 10:16:15 PM
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REALLY,SHAUN?

YOU DIDNT STRIKE ME AS THE TYPE.

EVEN ON DRUGS.

BUT,THATS LIFE, FOR SOME GUYS AND GIRLS.

RIGHT?

.O WELL.

YES

THEY ARE TRIPS.

MY FRIEND.

IT SEEMS TO BE PART OF LIFE.

PSYCHIATRY I MEAN.

BUT, YEAH, I SWEAR TO YOU,BY JESUS WHAT I JUST TOLD YOU ABOUT MY STAY AT THAT HOSPITAL IS TRUE.

IT WAS A TRIP.

THATS FOR SURE.

AND IF THEY DID THAT TO ME, IN ONLY A WEEK, THEN, WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO ALL THE OTHER PATIENTS THAT HAVE COME THERE?

.MOST, TO STAY.

BEFORE RHAT HOSPITAL CLOSED.

SCARY TO THINK ABOUT.

PROBABLY ELECTRIC SHOCK TREATMENTS, ALSO...

WEIRD.

RONALD REAGAN PASSED A BILL ORDERING MOST HUGE PSYCHIATRIC FACILITIES TO CLOSE DOWN BY THE YEAR 2000.

IN THE USA.

AND MOST OF THE  PSYCHIATRIC PATIENTS RELEASED TO GO WILD ON THE STREETS.

.SERIOUSLY SHAUN.

THATS WHAT HE DID.

AND CANADA DECIDED TO FOLLOW THAT ORDER.

SO, MOST HUGE NUT HIUSES THROUGHOUT THE STATES AND CANADA CLOSED.

AND MOST OF THE INSANE PATIENTS WERE RELEASED.

TO SAVE MONEY.

THATS A TRUE STORY, SHAUN.

IM NOT KIDDING.

I LOOKED IT UP.

ITS A FACT.

ITS A HISTORICAL FACT.

CRAZY EH?

BUT NOT THE MAJOR NUT HOUSES CLOSED.

A LOT DID THOUGH.

FAR MORE THEN WHAT SHOULD HAVE .

I SEE IT ON THE STREETS ALL THE TIME.

I TRAVELLED THROUGH EDMONTON AND ALBERTA TOO.

AND THROUGHOUT TORONTO.

MAN , WERE THEIR NUTS EVERYWHERE.

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HEY. PSSST... SHAUN? I HAVE AN IDEA.

ARE YA LISTENING?

LETS LET A BUNCH OF CLINICALLY INSANE LUNATICS GO FREE.

ONTO THE STREETS OF THE USA AND CANADA.

SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

SHOULD WE?...

OKAY.

LETS DO IT.

ITLL BE OKAY.

THEIR ONLY HOMICIDALLY INSANE.

WHAT COULD GO WRONG?  .  

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Yeah..I usually dont get violent without a good reason. But like I said. I was crazy on drugs and dont remember much. Angelika told me because she saw it. And I apologized to the nurses.

And yes, I know the nuts were let loose to save money.

Sad.

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RELEASE HOMICIDAL MANIACS.

TO SAVE A FEW BUCKS.

COOL.

MAKE OUR STREETS SAFE.

AWESOME.

OKAY.

THATS ENOUGH.

NOW

IM FLASH BACKING.

TO THAT GLORIOUS WEEK AT THAT HOSPITAL!!! IN 1987!!!

 " COUNTING MY POO'S""!!!

COUNTING MY POOS???.?

SERIOUSLY.????

THAT WAS ONE OF THEIR ORDINANCES.!!!

FOR ALL PATIENTS.!!

I SHOULD HAVE LAUGHED AT THE NURSES SHAUN.

AND THEN DONE AN EROTIC DANCE IN THE NUDE.

FOR THEM..

WHAT A NUT HOUSE....

LOL.

HAVE

GOOD NIGHT SENSEI.

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Have you ever heard my looney song ?

It goes like this

I go looooney as a lightbulb battered bug

Looooney sometimes foam and chew the rug !

If life has you stressed and you never feel your best

You can trade your gloom for a rubber room and injections twice a day !

Loooooney as firefly in a jug

Looooney pinch your nose and give a tug

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Not a bad song.

I like it.

Like hello mudduh hello Foda.

P.s.

By the way, one last thing...

As I stood by the front door of the old st. Thomas facility., I felt an incredibly intense influx of evil spirits and ghosts inside.

Everywhere.

Inside.

I'm usually correct in my perceptions on that matter.

The building is filled with evil spirits...

It's quite intense.

And I'm not easily surprised by incorporeal  evils of that magnitude.

Far more then the london psychiatric hospital.

It's dangerous in there for mortals..

That's for sure.

.the essences of evil spirits were  

Even just behind the front door.

I only experienced something like that, once before.

On highway 17.

Just passed marathon.

I came accross a spooky house.

In the middle of no where.

I knew their was an entity somewhere.

When I entered the back door.

I checked the upstairs and every room.

And all the short closets.

Then I approached a long closet by the kitchen.

It was dark..I  felt the entity there.

It wanted me, shaun.

.but it couldnt come out into the light.

And for some reason that was it's only chance to defeat me in this life.

I knew too.

If I ever met that dangerous spirit again, even in darkness, I'd win.

I just had to concede , that day.

It was about 5 pm.

On the 16th of july.

I decided to keep riding.

As I left the house I could feel its concern that I was leaving.

It wanted my death.

That night.

That's for sure.

What's weirder?

.the spirit world told me I had to keep going to thunder bay.

Dont go back the other way.

Or itd catch me.

The spirit world also told me that entity was the third in command in regards to the high dangerous evil spirits addressed by jesus in matthew 17 verse 21 of christianitys scriptures.

Weird.

I found an abandoned shack, about 37 kilometers further up highway.

And bedded down for the night.

Anyways.

Shaun,

The abandoned  st. Thomas psychiatric hospital is intensely haunted with dangerous spirits.

That's for sure.

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By the way, I forgot something.

I didnt go into the basement of that house on highway 17, for a reason.

The entity's incorporeal spirit was so massive it engulfed the basement and its head reached to the dark closet in the kitchen.

The house looked totally scary too,shaun.

In the middle of no where.

All broken down.

Shrubs and weeds growing out of control  everywhere.

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Did you take any pictures of that house ?

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No.

It just didnt dawn on me 

To take a picture.

I was too engulfed in the moment.

I sensed the ENTITY everywhere in the house.

And this house was RECLUSE, shaun.

It was on the left headed towards thunder bay.

On 17.

Its peculiar.

How can a house be that much in the middle of no where, on a major highway?

.{

 No other houses were visible, at least on the highway for a good ten miles.

Both ways.

In both directions..

.{{{you know?}}♡♤

Think about it...

That too was a little strange.

But, yeah...

When I'm in caution mode, shaun, sometimes, I'll forget to take a picture.

AND I WAS IN PREPARATION CAUTION MODE, IN THAT HOUSE.

BELIEVE ME .

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THE REASON I REFER TO THE WORD {{{{{{{" VISIBLE?"{♡♡}}}

Simply this.

I WANDERED INTO THE WOODS ON THE 9TH OF JULY...

BEFORE I GOT TO SAULT. ST MARIE.

Just because I wanted to take a gander.

I didnt lock my bike up.

I just hid it behind some bushes .

Probably silly.

But I didnt lock it.

.then I went wandering.

For a good half hour.

At least.

I went a ways in to the forest, there, shaun.

And found a house in a clearing, after about 5 kilometers.

Another strange situation.

A house in a clearing.

Surrounded by woods.

.

I also saw a boat.

There.

On a trailer.

But what's weird?

I didnt see a road, shaun.

A ROAD.

THE HOUSE WAS SURROUNDED BY WOODS.

AND BRUSH.

BUT NO ROAD.

NOT A RIAD THAT I SAW.

ANYWAYS.

THIS HOUSE WAS MOST LIKELY INHABITED BY SOMEONE.

SOMEONE LIVED THERE.

BECAUSE

IT LOOKED TOO SPOTLESS.

TOO .

MY SPIDER SENSE WAS TINGLING LIKE MAD.

AND ONCE AGAIN I WAS CAUTIOUS.

NOT TO THE POINT OF THE ABANDONED HOUSE PASSED MARATHON.

THAT WAS DIFFERENT.

BUT I STILL WAS CAUTIOUS.

I MEAN, THIS HOUSE TOO, WAS OBVIOUSLY IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE.

SO,  I APPROACHED THE HOUSE AND I THOUGHT ABOUT KBOCKING.

I LOOKED IN THE FRONT DOOR AND I COULD SEE RIFLES HANGING ON ONE OF THE WALLS INSIDE.

THAT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME.

I CHOOSE NOT TO HANG AROUND.

I DIDNT KNOW WHO OWNED THE HOUSE.

AND I WASNT REALLY INTERESTED IN FINDING OUT.

.I JUST LEFT.

I WALKED BACK TO MY BIKE AND THEN I STARTED RIDING AGAIN.

WEIRD THOUGH, EH?

NO ONE WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT HOUSE WAS THERE.

UNLESS YOU WALKED INTO THE WOODS.

IT WAS PASSED ESPANOLA.

JUST SHORTLY BEFORE I GOT TO 

"THE SAULT."

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AFTER I TOLD TYLER ABOUT MY TRIP TO THUNDER BAY IN JULY 2018,TYLER SAID HE DID A STUDY AND TOLD ME HE RESEARCHED THE NORTHERN WOODS OF HIGHWAY 17.

HE SAID THEIR SUPPOSED TO BE HAUNTED.

I BELIEVE HES RIGHT.

YOU JUST HAVE TO HAVE YOUR SPIRITUAL SENSES OPEN, TO REALIZE THERE ALL AROUND..

THATS WHY CIVILIZATIONS OR CITIES HAVENT GREATLY PROGRESSED THERE..

THATS A CORRECT STATEMENT.

I RODE MY BICYCLE ALONG THOSE WOODS FOR ONE THOUSAND KILOMETRES.

IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS...

ITS HARD NOT TO NOTICE...

IF YOU HAVE A BRAIN..

THE WOODS HAVE EVIL SPIRITS IN THEM.

IN MOST PLACES.

.

THEY EMANATE EVERYWHERE..

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